Author: Madziuda Title: Queen of the Irish fairies (To be changed ---- if you have any ideas PLEASE let me know) Rating: PG? Disclaimers: Almost all characters used in this story are the property of Joss Whedon, the WB, 20th, Mutant Enemy, and some other people whose names I don’t really remember. Summary: After breaking up with Cordy Doyle thinks that he is not worth loving…Fortunately some red-headed witch comes to LA and things are slowly changing. Feedback: Don’t make me beg…. It depends on you and your opinion if this story will have another parts…so…pretty please? Author’s Note: Okay, this is my first English fiction so please be kind. I’m Polish so my English isn’t very good and you may actually find here some mistakes (both grammar and spelling) –especially in last few lines which were not beta read. Anyways I wanted to thank my wonderful betareader Suzanne from WillowDoyleFic list. Author’s Note 2: Please write to me at madziuda@poczta.fm and tell me if it’s worth continuing ~*~*~*~*~ Dear Doyle, Hello…uhm…I’m fine. The movie is great and the crew is wonderful. I really Do enjoy the time spent here and I hope you’re not bad yourself in LA… As you can obviously see I really SUCK at writing letters, so I guess it will be much better if I just get to the point…The reason why I’m writing to you is that I want to tell you that I’m…I’m breaking up with you, Doyle. It’s over. There’s no us anymore…I’m sorry…I’ve met somebody here and I’m in love with him – I really am. And no, he’s not a demon (not that I don’t like demons) and I’m not under any kind of spell either. I know I should have done it different way. I should have come to LA and tell you it straight into your eyes, but that would mean that would have to watch as your heart’s breaking and I’m too much of a coward to do so…It would be too painful for both of us… You should know that I still love you – nothing will ever be able to change that…It’s just…a different kind of love I suppose…Before I’ll end up this letter I want you to know how grateful I am for all that you’ve done for me: for your love, affection and patience. I want to thank you for helping me to become a better person. A person who is able to love and who is worth loving Always yours, Cordelia Chase ~*~*~*~*~ "It’s over, isn’t it?" Doyle asked Angel already knowing the answer. He received this letter over a month ago and despite of Cordelia’s assurances he’s done everything he could to make sure that the guy she has fallen for wasn’t a creature of the Hellmouth kind. He wasn’t. In fact Cordy’s fiancé was a wonderful man who has nothing in common with the forces of darkness. Now sitting in Angel’s office Doyle was slowly losing all the hope he had inside. He couldn’t really believe in this whole situation. Things between him and Cordy had been so good these last few months. They started going out about a week after that fateful night when he almost got killed turning off the Scourge’s machine. They had been almost inseparable ever since that Monday. Things between them looked so serious that Angel was sure that in a few months time they would end up as a happy marriage with the whole bunch of children. It never happened. Two months ago Cordy got a role in some European movie and had to go to Italy for a month or so. She’s never came back. Why? Well, I guess the letter pretty much explains everything… "I’m hopeless," continued Doyle. "I mean I’m not even 30 yet and I’ve already lost two women I loved the most…First Harry, now Cordy…And I can’t even blame it on my demonic roots…I have to face the fact that I’m simply not man enough to keep a girl by my side." "Doyle…" "No, Angel, don’t tell me how wrong I am…don’t lie to me. I don’t need any lies. I can bare the truth. I’ve got what I’ve deserved – I’m not worth being loved…" with these words Doyle stood up and headed towards the exit of Angel’s office. Before he managed to walk out of it he heard behind his back Angel’s calm voice. "I would never lie to you, Doyle. I have this one rule – I never lie to my friends and you’re one of them. I won’t tell you that everything will be okay now because that’s nothing I can be sure of. But what I have to remind you of are the fact that you haven’t lost Cordy and Harry, they’re still there for you whenever you need them just like I am. But that’s not my point. What I wanted to tell you is that one day you will meet someone who was meant just for you, and you’re gonna be happy…. Doyle didn’t even turn around to look at the vampire. He just said, “I seriously doubt it” and left the building leaving Angel alone with his thoughts. ~*~*~*~*~ Few weeks have passed since that conversation and things have kinda changed in Angel’s Investigation’s. To be more specific – DOYLE has changed. He was now spending his whole time at the office helping Angel, researching, reading ancient prophecies and waiting for his infamous mind wrenching migraines. He has concentrated at his work so much that he hardly ever slept. He even stopped visiting his favorite pubs and drinking alcohol, remembering and finally agreeing to his ex-wife’s words “This stuff does you no good Francis” This quite sudden change of behavior made Angel pretty concerned about the little Irishman. He missed good old Doyle and would do pretty much anything to have him back alive and kicking. The question was what on earth would make Doyle want to live again… The answer came one sunny morning with a single knock at the door "I’ll get it" called Doyle from the upper office and rushed to the door opening them widely to see red-haired young woman with a suitcase in one hand. ~*~*~*~*~ This past school year wasn’t any good for Willow Rosenberg either. In fact it was probably one of the worst years in her entire life. All she believed in has fallen into pieces and couldn’t be brought back to its previous glory at any cost. Her boyfriend killed another werewolf in front of her and wanted to make a snack of her, her two best friends were too busy with their love lives to devote her much time, former bad ass vampire-now impotent tried to kill her and from all of this things she ALMOST fell in love with a GIRL. No wonder that all she dreamed of now was to get out of the Sunnydale for some time. The only problem was that she didn’t really have anyplace to go…it took her one month of the really hard thinking to realize that she has friends in LA. Or since Cordelia moved out to Europe she should rather say ONE Friend in LA. His name was Angel and she was going to visit him in order to help him reorganize the office after Cordelia’s departure. The day when she knocked on the Angel’s Investigation’s door was supposed to be the day that would change her entire life. ~*~*~*~*~ Fire. The wall of fiery red hair encircling small round face with big green eyes and shy but wide smile. That’s what Doyle saw when he’d opened the door for Willow. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her. "Hi!" He heard her cheerful and bit nervous voice. The voice that could belong to the queen of the Irish fairies. "Hello. What can I do for ya’?" He finally spoke letting her into the office. "Uhmm…I’m looking for Angel, is he in?" She asked looking at Doyle carefully. "Yes…he’s downstairs brooding as always. Want me to call him?" "Yes…please?" Doyle nodded and and headed towards the elevator and bent over it "Angel!! There’s someone to see you!!!" he shouted into the elevator’s hole and then came back to the young visitor, taking another long look at her. *Wow* he thought *she really is something* She was beautiful – he noticed it right away – but her beauty wasn’t ordinary. Sure, she was slim, had long legs and all, but, well, there were hundreds of girls outside that had the same and he’d never really bothered to give them another look. No, the way she looked like was way beyond anything he knew on earth. The secret of her unusual beauty laid in her face, her eyes, mouth, her hair…even her nose was pretty. She smiled at him. God, her smile was like the spring sun, full of natural warmth, lightening not only her face but also her whole surrounding, her eyes were like the chests in which someone had hidden the world’s greatest treasure. Looking into those deep green eyes long enough one could see the girl’s heart and soul smiling down on him. Her nose slightly bent upwards gave her face the mischievous yet adorable expression of a girl with strong character. Her face was full of emotions. It was alive, so very alive…Doyle couldn’t remember seeing something like that in his entire life. And her hair…He could swear they were on fire. They were so extraordinary yet so familiar – they reminded him of home. All in all this girl with her fair skin, green eyes and red hair seemed to come from the beautiful and mysterious world of Irish fairy tales…She was… "Willow!" Angel’s cheerful cry interrupted Irishman’s further thoughts "Angel, hi" the girl smiled at his sight and waved a tiny hello. She was about to say something more but finding herself in vampires strong hug made it difficult to do so Now, Doyle was really confused "Okay…so…you two know each other……" he asked slowly when Angel finally let Willow out of his embrace. Angel looked at his friends with a disbelief as if he was asking about something as oblivious as the fact that the Earth was round. "Doyle, this is *Willow*" he emphasized her name. TBC